June saw me returning to work after four weeks off sick during May, this is certainly reflected in the amount of reading I have done, I have been so tired! Anyway, I completed eight books, and although I have started another, my tiredness the last two days has meant I haven’t been able to get very far with it. I am indulging in a very lazy weekend – hoping to get quite a bit of reading done.
I rarely post anything personal – in fact I am a little nervous of doing so – but I just wanted to mention that this week I was finally diagnosed with Rheumatoid Arthritis. I don’t want to make a big thing about it – other people are living with far worse things – but it is changing some of the things I do. The diagnosis wasn’t unexpected – I knew that was the most likely explanation for my symptoms and at least now I have begun treatment. Like with many conditions I suppose I can expect good days and bad, and so this may be reflected in the amount I post here and the regularity of those posts. I try to post twice a week or more – and intend to stick to that as much as I can, but if I go a little quieter – or my reviews seem shorter – it might just be because I have had a bad week. The majority of my energy must naturally go into my job.
Ok, back to books. I started June in the company of Anita Brookner – and I enjoyed it enormously. I have often said how I couldn’t read several Brookner novels in a row, but I really shouldn’t leave it so long next time. Family and Friends opens with a wedding photograph, a group of family and friends in the 1920s, Sophia Dorn – always called by the diminutive Sofka – her eldest son; Frederick, the pride and joy, her daughters; Mimi and Betty all in white, while Alfred the youngest and favourite sat crossed legged at the front with assorted other children. This wedding photo and the ones which follow later in the novel form a frame for telling the stories of these family members and their hangers on. The final photograph coming on the last page – it is the last one in the album we are told by the unnamed narrator.
Photography featured in my second read of June, and was the only one which slightly underwhelmed me – and I’m still not sure why. Mrs Eckdorf in O’Neills Hotel by William Trevor was short listed for the Booker prize in 1970, and tells the story of the inhabitants of the eponymous hotel, which are gradually revealed by the interfering Ivy Eckdorf, a photographer. Ivy Eckdorf is a producer of large coffee table books – in which she has explored the desperate lives of communities in a variety of locations around the world. She had heard about O’Neill’s Hotel in Dublin from a barman – he had described the inhabitants, the hotel’s faded glories, and it had fired her imagination.
The Virago group on Librarything chose Canadian author Margaret Laurence for June, and The Stone Angel was one of two Laurence books I read in June (and I have bought a third). Oh, what joy to discover a new author. The Stone Angel is a simply wonderful novel, Margaret Laurence explores the life of one woman, Hagar Shipley, moving back and forth through different periods of her life. As the novel opens we get a snapshot of Hagar’s childhood, as aged ninety Hagar begins to reflect on her past.
The Ministry of Utmost Happiness by Arundhati Roy – has certainly divided opinion since it was published. I’m not going to pretend it is an easy read, I can understand people getting lost in the middle – but even those complicated political bits fascinated me. I loved it – and the characters have stayed with me since I finished it. It starts with Anjum – born Aftab – part of Old Delhi’s Hijra community – a community which has existed since long before the more accepted term of transgender came into use. Born with both male and female genitalia, Anjum leaves her family and finds a home of sorts with the Hijra community. She longs for motherhood, her desire driving everything she does. Later Anjum takes up residence in a graveyard, where surrounded by the dead she builds a makeshift shelter – which over time becomes the Jannat Guest house – home to other waifs and strays. Anjum is a fabulous character.
I was a bit late posting for Margaret Kennedy day but I really enjoyed The Forgotten Smile. The Forgotten Smile is a later Margaret Kennedy novel – one offering the reader a wonderful escape to another world. The majority of the novel takes place on Keritha, a tiny Greek Island, largely forgotten by the rest of the world. A place of Pagan mysticism and legend, where the cruise ships don’t stop and aren’t really welcome. It’s a place out of step with the modern world and is perfect for an escape.
The Devastating Boys by Elizabeth Taylor is possibly her best collection of short stories, each of the eleven stories is quite perfect. On of things that Elizabeth Taylor can do in her short stories is to have her characters step fully formed from the pages, and the reader is immediately involved in their lives. These stories take place both at home and abroad, and concern a variety of types. We have remembrances of childhood holidays and the infatuations they bring. Loneliness and humour sit side by side throughout this delicious collection.
I do love an Agatha Christie – whether it is a re-read or one I haven’t read before (there are some), I always enjoy settling in with one. The Clocks is one I couldn’t remember if I had read or not, firmly rooted in the 1960s Poirot who only makes a couple of brief appearances is really getting on a bit.
My last book of June was my second Margaret Laurence novel, A Jest of God – a review next week – but it was another big hit with me.
I have now started read A Lady and her Husband by Amber Reeves a lovely Persephone book, I have read about 100 pages so far and I love it.
I don’t have many plans for July – other than Save me the Waltz by Zelda Fitzgerald which was chosen by my very small book group, I am looking forward to that. The Librarything Virago group has chosen Rumer Godden for July – a fantastic choice and I have a couple waiting to read – so shall almost certainly join in with that.
What are your reading plans for July – read anything in June I need to know about? Let me know.
I am so very sorry Ali that ill-health has curtailed things for you, that is miserable. I’m sure you are being well advised on how to managed the condition, and I wish you most well in this. Saving energy by trying to minimise stress, is of course important. I know we may miss getting more frequent or long posts, but the crucial, I think, is not feeling that blogging becomes itself a pressure and commitment. Maybe this is only my own stuff, but I know that at times when work demands get in the way, I can sometimes stress that I am ‘behind’ in blogging and book reviewing, and even a kind of guilt for reading a book and NOT reviewing it, Sometimes a hobby I love gets into my head as a chore!
All good wishes Ali, and thank you for letting us know. We do rather build up strange kinds of friendships through our reading or each others reviews, comments etc, so the human connection is valued, though I know exactly what you mean about an inhibition to putting personal out there!
Than you. I have allowed blogging to stress me out slightly in the past which is silly when it’s meant to be enjoyable. I am taking a more relaxed view of it these days.
I have been wondering how you are. I am sorry about the diagnosis but as you say there are lots of worse things to have. I admire your stoicism as well as your ability to enthuse me about books. Thanks for all these recommendations and opinions. I am so behind on my TBR list I am thinking of giving the library a miss for a few weeks as I can’t resist the displays and the three week loan means things jostle to the top of the list. Just finishing Elizabeth and her German Garden which I think you recommended back in the day. Loved it. Best wishes now and hope your medication works well and has few side effects.
Thank you Anne. Elizabeth and her German Garden is a wonderful novel so glad you enjoyed it.
I’m sorry to hear you’ve not been well, Ali. I hope the treatment helps and you’re feeling better soon.
Thank you. I’m hoping the treatment will make a difference.
I would say blog a little less as your health comes first.
The Amber Reeves book is good but i would have love the daughter character to have a juicy sub plot to make it even better.But i like books with middle age
marital strife so this was a gem.
Thank you. I’m enjoying the Amber Rudd so far.
I have said it before Ali–you are the best blogger out there.Possibly because you choose books easily available and because you are passionate about classic fiction.But be kind to yourself and take things easier and slower on the blogging front.
Thanks I will.
Some lovely reads Ali.
I hope now you have a diagnosis you will be able to have some effective treatment – wishing you well.
I have the Fitzgerald on my shelf waiting – hopefully you will spur me on!
Thank you. I am very intruiged by Zelda’s novel – she is someone I think I would like to know more about.
Very sorry to hear about your condition. I shall continue to enjoy your reviews as when you post.
I have just enjoyed A Jest of God and look forward to knowing your thoughts, I’m trying to resist a purchase of The Stone Angel but, no doubt, will fail!
I hope you keep well, take care.
Thank you. I can certainly recommend The Stone Angel – not that I want to encourage book buying of course. 😊
I’m sorry to hear about your diagnosis, Ali, but it sounds as if you’re approaching it in a very positive way. I’ve been living with a chronic condition for some time and have learnt that the most important thing is to find a strategy that suits you and to let people around you know what your situation is. Good luck with the treatment.
Thank you. Yes I am hoping I can stop putting unnecessay pressure on myself.
I found having a diagnosis very helpful with that. Hope you do too.
Yes. I think perhaps a diagnosis allows one to be more relaxed about certain things.
Sorry to hear about the diagnosis. But let us hope there are a lot more good days than bad ones.
Out of your books, I have read only Roy’s book. I have enjoyed A lady and her husband. I hope you will too.
Thank you. It was hearing so many positive reports of A Lady and Her Husband that made me pick it up.
I remember not liking Ch 17 (yes, I remember the chapter because I was loving the book until then and Ch 17 seemed to be a chapter full of thinking). But later on when I finished the book I kind of admitted to myself that it was an important chapter in the book
Ah, I will look out for that. Currently on chapter nine.
So sorry to hear your news, Ali – you must put your health and welfare before everything, and if you can share with us on here when you feel able, we will always love to hear from you!
Thank you Karen. I want very much to stick to my minimum twice a week, but won’t put any pressure on myself.
Thank you for being open about your diagnosis. I have had psoriatic arthritis for years and find it helpful to know I’m not the only one suffering the spates of exhaustion–for me the pain is bearable but the exhaustion really makes me angry.
Thank you, as well, for opening my reading horizons. I am always looking for more delicious books with great writing.
Thank you. Delicious books with great writing make so much of life a bit better. 😊
Sorry about your health. I have MS and follow my ‘energy budget’ . I look at my upcoming week every Sunday and treat activities as energy which I can spend or not. More stressful activities get double billing. Then I make sure to put in the diary free / rest time. I say ‘no’ quite a bit. My books and blogging are all part of the ‘budget!’. Keep your sense of humour on top of the pile. 🐧🐧🐧
Thank you that’s good advice. A sense of humour helps in many situations I find. 😊
I’m sorry to hear the news about your health, Ali. Hopefully the treatment will bring you some you some much-needed relief. Based on some of the work I’ve done in RA in the past, I’m aware that many people find the fatigue very hard to cope with, almost more so than other symptoms such as joint pain…
You may well be aware of them already, but if not you might find it helpful to investigate some of the patient groups for people living with RA. NRAS (the National Rheumatoid Arthritis Society) are very good – they have lots on useful info on their website.
Wishing you all the very best for weeks and months ahead. I always look forward to your reviews. You have introduced me to so many wonderful authors — mostly lesser-known/undervalued women writers from the 20th century — and for that I am immensely grateful. I read my first Winifred Holtby last month, Anderby Wold, a very enjoyable book. Quite traditional in style, but I mean that in the most positive sense of the word!
Thank you Jacqui, I will certainly have a look at that website.
So glad you enjoyed Winifred Holtby I recommend South Riding her best novel I think.
Getting the diagnosis is not something you welcome but in a way once you know what it is that is causing you to feel unwell, you can start to think about the next step which is how to deal with it. As you say this is a condition that has ups and downs – some people can feel fine for months and then it flares up again. The last thing to get stressed about is the blog site. Whenever you are ready to post we’ll be here taking an interest but if you need to go quiet for a while we’ll also understand. Healthy (not the job) comes first 🙂
Thank you. I know my health should take precedence over my job. But of course I am anxious about being able to do my job in the same way.
Wishing you all the best, Ali, as you learn to cope with RA. I so enjoy your blog and the many books you’ve inspired me to read.
Thank you so much. 😊
I hope that knowing what you’re battling and having a treatment plan helps! Taking care of yourself is most important, and the blogging will be there when you have the time and energy. Wishing the best for you!
Also, I just finished an Agatha Christie I hadn’t read – The Mysterious Affair At Styles, the first Hercule Poirot – such fun! Loved the first portrayal of Hastings and Poirot’s relationship. I don’t know why I hadn’t read that one before!
Thank you. I really loved The mysterious Affair at Styles, such a brilliant first Poirot novel, she really started them on a high.
I’m glad you have a diagnosis and that you will be able to work out good treatment for it now you know what you’re facing. Always best to know. And I think it’s a good idea to explain on the blog, not too much info but saves people worrying if you disappear.
I’m wondering if I’m going to be able to save A Lady and Her Husband until August now. Hm …
Thank you. I finished A Lady and Her Husband yesterday, enjoyed it.
I am sorry to hear you have been feeling so tired, I can totally sympathise as I have bouts of fatigue, but at least now you have your diagnosis you can get the treatment you need 🙂 My only plans for July is to continue with my 10 Books of Summer reading – I have read 4 books so far!
Thank you. Well done nearly half way. 😃
Be good to yourself above all.
Thank you.